Savitri | a Legend and a Symbol
Book Six All Cantos
The Book of Fate
The Word of Fate
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[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01]
In silent bounds bordering the mortal's plane
Crossing a wide expanse of brilliant peace
Narad the heavenly sage from Paradise
Came chanting through the large and lustrous air.
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Attracted by the golden summer-earth
That lay beneath him like a glowing bowl
Tilted upon a table of the Gods,
Turning as if moved round by an unseen hand
To catch the warmth and blaze of a small sun,
He passed from the immortals' happy paths
To a world of toil and quest and grief and hope,
To these rooms of the see-saw game of death with life.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-02]
Across an intangible border of soul-space
He passed from Mind into material things
Amid the inventions of the inconscient Self
And the workings of a blind somnambulist Force.
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Below him circling burned the myriad suns:
He bore the ripples of the etheric sea;
A primal Air brought the first joy of touch;
A secret Spirit drew its mighty breath
Contracting and expanding this huge world
In its formidable circuit through the Void;
The secret might of the creative Fire
Displayed its triple power to build and form,
Its infinitesimal wave-sparks' weaving dance,
Its nebulous units grounding shape and mass,
Magic foundation and pattern of a world,
Its radiance bursting into the light of stars;
He felt a sap of life, a sap of death;
Into solid Matter's dense communion
Plunging and its obscure oneness of forms
He shared with a dumb Spirit identity.
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He beheld the cosmic Being at his task,
His eyes measured the spaces, gauged the depths,
His inner gaze the movements of the soul,
He saw the eternal labour of the Gods,
And looked upon the life of beasts and men.
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A change now fell upon the singer's mood,
A rapture and a pathos moved his voice;
He sang no more of Light that never wanes,
And oneness and pure everlasting bliss,
He sang no more the deathless heart of Love,
His chant was a hymn of Ignorance and Fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-06]
He sang the name of Vishnu and the birth
And joy and passion of the mystic world,
And how the stars were made and life began
And the mute regions stirred with the throb of a Soul.
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He sang the Inconscient and its secret self,
Its power omnipotent knowing not what it does,
All-shaping without will or thought or sense,
Its blind unerring occult mystery,
And darkness yearning towards the eternal Light,
And Love that broods within the dim abyss
And waits the answer of the human heart,
And death that climbs to immortality.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-08]
He sang of the Truth that cries from Night's blind deeps,
And the Mother-Wisdom hid in Nature's breast
And the Idea that through her dumbness works
And the miracle of her transforming hands,
Of life that slumbers in the stone and sun
And Mind subliminal in mindless life,
And the Consciousness that wakes in beasts and men.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-09]
He sang of the glory and marvel still to be born,
Of Godhead throwing off at last its veil,
Of bodies made divine and life made bliss,
Immortal sweetness clasping immortal might,
Heart sensing heart, thought looking straight at thought,
And the delight when every barrier falls,
And the transfiguration and the ecstasy.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-10]
And as he sang the demons wept with joy
Foreseeing the end of their long dreadful task
And the defeat for which they hoped in vain,
And glad release from their self-chosen doom
And return into the One from whom they came.
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He who has conquered the Immortals' seats,
Came down to men on earth the Man divine.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-12]
As darts a lightning streak, a glory fell
Nearing until the rapt eyes of the sage
Looked out from luminous cloud and, strangely limned,
His face, a beautiful mask of antique joy,
Appearing in light descended where arose
King Aswapati's palace to the winds
In Madra, flowering up in delicate stone.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-13]
There welcomed him the sage and thoughtful king,
At his side a creature beautiful, passionate, wise,
Aspiring like a sacrificial flame
Skyward from its earth-seat through luminous air,
Queen-browed, the human mother of Savitri.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-14]
There for an hour untouched by the earth's siege
They ceased from common life and care and sat
Inclining to the high and rhythmic voice,
While in his measured chant the heavenly seer
Spoke of the toils of men and what the gods
Strive for on earth, and joy that throbs behind
The marvel and the mystery of pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-15]
He sang to them of the lotus-heart of love
With all its thousand luminous buds of truth,
Which quivering sleeps veiled by apparent things.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-16]
It trembles at each touch, it strives to wake
And one day it shall hear a blissful voice
And in the garden of the Spouse shall bloom
When she is seized by her discovered lord.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-01 F-17]
A mighty shuddering coil of ecstasy
Crept through the deep heart of the universe.
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Out of her Matter's stupor, her mind's dreams,
She woke, she looked upon God's unveiled face.
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Even as he sang and rapture stole through earth-time
And caught the heavens, came with a call of hooves,
As of her swift heart hastening, Savitri;
Her radiant tread glimmered across the floor.
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A happy wonder in her fathomless gaze,
Changed by the halo of her love she came;
Her eyes rich with a shining mist of joy
As one who comes from a heavenly embassy
Discharging the proud mission of her heart,
One carrying the sanction of the gods
To her love and its luminous eternity,
She stood before her mighty father's throne
And, eager for beauty on discovered earth
Transformed and new in her heart's miracle-light,
Saw like a rose of marvel, worshipping,
The fire-tinged sweetness of the son of Heaven.
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He flung on her his vast immortal look;
His inner gaze surrounded her with its light
And reining back knowledge from his immortal lips
He cried to her, “Who is this that comes, the bride,
The flame-born, and round her illumined head
Pouring their lights her hymeneal pomps
Move flashing about her? From what green glimmer of glades
Retreating into dewy silences
Or half-seen verge of waters moon-betrayed
Bringst thou this glory of enchanted eyes?
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-03]
Earth has gold-hued expanses, shadowy hills
That cowl their dreaming phantom heads in night,
And, guarded in a cloistral joy of woods,
Screened banks sink down into felicity
Seized by the curved incessant yearning hands
And ripple-passion of the upgazing stream:
Amid cool-lipped murmurs of its pure embrace
They lose their souls on beds of trembling reeds.
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And all these are mysterious presences
In which some spirit's immortal bliss is felt,
And they betray the earth-born heart to joy.
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There hast thou paused, and marvelling borne eyes
Unknown, or heard a voice that forced thy life
To strain its rapture through thy listening soul?
Or, if my thought could trust this shimmering gaze,
It would say thou hast not drunk from an earthly cup,
But stepping through azure curtains of the noon
Thou wast surrounded on a magic verge
In brighter countries than man's eyes can bear.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-06]
Assailed by trooping voices of delight
And seized mid a sunlit glamour of the boughs
In faery woods, led down the gleaming slopes
Of Gandhamadan where the Apsaras roam,
Thy limbs have shared the sports which none has seen,
And in god-haunts thy human footsteps strayed,
Thy mortal bosom quivered with god-speech
And thy soul answered to a Word unknown.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-08]
What feet of gods, what ravishing flutes of heaven
Have thrilled high melodies round, from near and far
Approaching through the soft and revelling air,
Which still surprised thou hearest? They have fed
Thy silence on some red strange-ecstasied fruit
And thou hast trod the dim moon-peaks of bliss.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-09]
Reveal, O winged with light, whence thou hast flown
Hastening bright-hued through the green tangled earth,
Thy body rhythmical with the spring-bird's call.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-10]
The empty roses of thy hands are filled
Only with their own beauty and the thrill
Of a remembered clasp, and in thee glows
A heavenly jar, thy firm deep-honied heart,
New-brimming with a sweet and nectarous wine.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-11]
Thou hast not spoken with the kings of pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-12]
Life's perilous music rings yet to thy ear
Far-melodied, rapid and grand, a Centaur's song,
Or soft as water plashing mid the hills,
Or mighty as a great chant of many winds.
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Moon-bright thou livest in thy inner bliss.
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Thou comest like a silver deer through groves
Of coral flowers and buds of glowing dreams,
Or fleest like a wind-goddess through leaves,
Or roamst, O ruby-eyed and snow-winged dove,
Flitting through thickets of thy pure desires
In the unwounded beauty of thy soul.
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These things are only images to thy earth,
But truest truth of that which in thee sleeps.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-16]
For such is thy spirit, a sister of the gods,
Thy earthly body lovely to the eyes
And thou art kin in joy to heaven's sons.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-17]
O thou who hast come to this great perilous world
Now only seen through the splendour of thy dreams,
Where hardly love and beauty can live safe,
Thyself a being dangerously great,
A soul alone in a golden house of thought
Has lived walled in by the safety of thy dreams.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-18]
On heights of happiness leaving doom asleep
Who hunts unseen the unconscious lives of men,
If thy heart could live locked in the ideal's gold,
As high, as happy might thy waking be!
If for all time doom could be left to sleep!”
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-19]
He spoke but held his knowledge back from words.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-21]
As a cloud plays with lightnings' vivid laugh,
But still holds back the thunder in its heart,
Only he let bright images escape.
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His speech like glimmering music veiled his thoughts;
As a wind flatters the bright summer air,
Pitiful to mortals, only to them it spoke
Of living beauty and of present bliss:
He hid in his all-knowing mind the rest.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-23]
To those who hearkened to his celestial voice,
The veil heaven's pity throws on future pain
The Immortals' sanction seemed of endless joy.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-24]
But Aswapati answered to the seer;—
His listening mind had marked the dubious close,
An ominous shadow felt behind the words,
But calm like one who ever sits facing Fate
Here mid the dangerous contours of earth's life,
He answered covert thought with guarded speech:
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“O deathless sage who knowest all things here,
If I could read by the ray of my own wish
Through the carved shield of symbol images
Which thou hast thrown before thy heavenly mind
I might see the steps of a young godlike life
Happily beginning luminous-eyed on earth;
Between the Unknowable and the Unseen
Born on the borders of two wonder-worlds,
It flames out symbols of the infinite
And lives in a great light of inner suns.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-26]
For it has read and broken the wizard seals;
It has drunk of the Immortal's wells of joy,
It has looked across the jewel bars of heaven,
It has entered the aspiring Secrecy,
It sees beyond terrestrial common things
And communes with the Powers that build the worlds,
Till through the shining gates and mystic streets
Of the city of lapis lazuli and pearl
Proud deeds step forth, a rank and march of gods.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-27]
Although in pauses of our human lives
Earth keeps for man some short and perfect hours
When the inconstant tread of Time can seem
The eternal moment which the deathless live,
Yet rare that touch upon the mortal's world:
Hardly a soul and body here are born
In the fierce difficult movement of the stars,
Whose life can keep the paradisal note,
Its rhythm repeat the many-toned melody
Tirelessly throbbing through the rapturous air
Caught in the song that sways the Apsara's limbs
When she floats gleaming like a cloud of light,
A wave of joy on heaven's moonstone floor.
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Behold this image cast by light and love,
A stanza of the ardour of the gods
Perfectly rhymed, a pillared ripple of gold!
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Her body like a brimmed pitcher of delight
Shaped in a splendour of gold-coloured bronze
As if to seize earth's truth of hidden bliss.
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Dream-made illumined mirrors are her eyes
Draped subtly in a slumbrous fringe of jet,
Retaining heaven's reflections in their depths.
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Even as her body, such is she within.
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Heaven's lustrous mornings gloriously recur,
Like drops of fire upon a silver page,
In her young spirit yet untouched with tears.
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All beautiful things eternal seem and new
To virgin wonder in her crystal soul.
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The unchanging blue reveals its spacious thought;
Marvellous the moon floats on through wondering skies;
Earth's flowers spring up and laugh at time and death;
The charmed mutations of the enchanter life
Race like bright children past the smiling hours.
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If but this joy of life could last, nor pain
Throw its bronze note into her rhythmed days!
Behold her, singer with the prescient gaze,
And let thy blessing chant that this fair child
Shall pour the nectar of a sorrowless life
Around her from her lucid heart of love,
Heal with her bliss the tired breast of earth
And cast like a happy snare felicity.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-36]
As grows the great and golden bounteous tree
Flowering by Alacananda's murmuring waves,
Where with enamoured speed the waters run
Lisping and babbling to the splendour of morn
And cling with lyric laughter round the knees
Of heaven's daughters dripping magic rain
Pearl-bright from moon-gold limbs and cloudy hair,
So are her dawns like jewelled leaves of light,
So casts she her felicity on men.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-38]
A flame of radiant happiness she was born
And surely will that flame set earth alight:
Doom surely will see her pass and say no word!
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-39]
But too often here the careless Mother leaves
Her chosen in the envious hands of Fate:
The harp of God falls mute, its call to bliss
Discouraged fails mid earth's unhappy sounds;
The strings of the siren Ecstasy cry not here
Or soon are silenced in the human heart.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-40]
Of sorrow's songs we have enough: bid once
Her glad and griefless days bring heaven here.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-02 F-41]
Or must fire always test the great of soul?
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Along the dreadful causeway of the Gods,
Armoured with love and faith and sacred joy,
A traveller to the Eternal's house,
Once let unwounded pass a mortal life.”
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But Narad answered not; silent he sat,
Knowing that words are vain and Fate is lord.
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He looked into the unseen with seeing eyes,
Then, dallying with the mortal's ignorance
Like one who knows not, questioning, he cried:
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“On what high mission went her hastening wheels?
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Whence came she with this glory in her heart
And Paradise made visible in her eyes?
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What sudden God has met, what face supreme?”
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To whom the king, “The red asoca watched
Her going forth which now sees her return.
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Arisen into an air of flaming dawn
Like a bright bird tired of her lonely branch,
To find her own lord, since to her on earth
He came not yet, this sweetness wandered forth
Cleaving her way with the beat of her rapid wings.
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Led by a distant call her vague swift flight
Threaded the summer morns and sunlit lands.
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The happy rest her burdened lashes keep
And these charmed guardian lips hold treasured still.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-09]
Virgin who comest perfected by joy,
Reveal the name thy sudden heart-beats learned.
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Whom hast thou chosen, kingliest among men?”
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And Savitri answered with her still calm voice
As one who speaks beneath the eyes of Fate:
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“Father and king, I have carried out thy will.
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One whom I sought I found in distant lands;
I have obeyed my heart, I have heard its call.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-14]
On the borders of a dreaming wilderness
Mid Shalwa's giant hills and brooding woods
In his thatched hermitage Dyumatsena dwells,
Blind, exiled, outcast, once a mighty king.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-15]
The son of Dyumatsena, Satyavan,
I have met on the wild forest's lonely verge.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-16]
My father, I have chosen. This is done.”
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Astonished, all sat silent for a space.
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Then Aswapati looked within and saw
A heavy shadow float above the name
Chased by a sudden and stupendous light;
He looked into his daughter's eyes and spoke:
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“Well hast thou done and I approve thy choice.
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If this is all, then all is surely well;
If there is more, then all can still be well.
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Whether it seem good or evil to men's eyes,
Only for good the secret Will can work.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-22]
Our destiny is written in double terms:
Through Nature's contraries we draw nearer God;
Out of the darkness we still grow to light.
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Death is our road to immortality.
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`Cry woe, cry woe,' the world's lost voices wail,
Yet conquers the eternal Good at last.”
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Then might the sage have spoken, but the king
In haste broke out and stayed the dangerous word:
“O singer of the ultimate ecstasy,
Lend not a dangerous vision to the blind
Because by native right thou hast seen clear.
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Impose not on the mortal's tremulous breast
The dire ordeal that foreknowledge brings;
Demand not now the Godhead in our acts.
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Here are not happy peaks the heaven-nymphs roam
Or Coilas or Vaicountha's starry stair:
Abrupt, jagged hills only the mighty climb
Are here where few dare even think to rise;
Far voices call down from the dizzy rocks,
Chill, slippery, precipitous are the paths.
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Too hard the gods are with man's fragile race;
In their large heavens they dwell exempt from Fate
And they forget the wounded feet of man,
His limbs that faint beneath the whips of grief,
His heart that hears the tread of time and death.
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The future's road is hid from mortal sight:
He moves towards a veiled and secret face.
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To light one step in front is all his hope
And only for a little strength he asks
To meet the riddle of his shrouded fate.
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Awaited by a vague and half-seen force,
Aware of danger to his uncertain hours
He guards his flickering yearnings from her breath;
He feels not when the dreadful fingers close
Around him with the grasp none can elude.
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If thou canst loose her grip, then only speak.
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Perhaps from the iron snare there is escape:
Our mind perhaps deceives us with its words
And gives the name of doom to our own choice;
Perhaps the blindness of our will is Fate.”
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He said and Narad answered not the king.
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But now the queen alarmed lifted her voice:
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“O seer, thy bright arrival has been timed
To this high moment of a happy life;
Then let the speech benign of griefless spheres
Confirm this blithe conjunction of two stars
And sanction joy with thy celestial voice.
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Here drag not in the peril of our thoughts,
Let not our words create the doom they fear.
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Here is no cause for dread, no chance for grief
To raise her ominous head and stare at love.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-40]
A single spirit in a multitude,
Happy is Satyavan mid earthly men
Whom Savitri has chosen for her mate,
And fortunate the forest hermitage
Where leaving her palace and riches and a throne
My Savitri will dwell and bring in heaven.
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Then let thy blessing put the immortals' seal
On these bright lives' unstained felicity
Pushing the ominous Shadow from their days.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-42]
Too heavy falls a Shadow on man's heart;
It dares not be too happy upon earth.
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It dreads the blow dogging too vivid joys,
A lash unseen in Fate's extended hand,
The danger lurking in fortune's proud extremes,
An irony in life's indulgent smile,
And trembles at the laughter of the gods.
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Or if crouches unseen a panther doom,
If wings of Evil brood above that house,
Then also speak, that we may turn aside
And rescue our lives from hazard of wayside doom
And chance entanglement of an alien fate.”
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And Narad slowly answered to the queen:
“What help is in prevision to the driven?
Safe doors cry opening near, the doomed pass on.
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A future knowledge is an added pain,
A torturing burden and a fruitless light
On the enormous scene that Fate has built.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-48]
The eternal poet, universal Mind,
Has paged each line of his imperial act;
Invisible the giant actors tread
And man lives like some secret player's mask.
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He knows not even what his lips shall speak.
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For a mysterious Power compels his steps
And life is stronger than his trembling soul.
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None can refuse what the stark Force demands:
Her eyes are fixed upon her mighty aim;
No cry or prayer can turn her from her path.
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She has leaped an arrow from the bow of God.”
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His words were theirs who live unforced to grieve
And help by calm the swaying wheels of life
And the long restlessness of transient things
And the trouble and passion of the unquiet world.
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As though her own bosom were pierced the mother saw
The ancient human sentence strike her child,
Her sweetness that deserved another fate
Only a larger measure given of tears.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-55]
Aspiring to the nature of the gods,
A mind proof-armoured mailed in mighty thoughts,
A will entire couchant behind wisdom's shield,
Though to still heavens of knowledge she had risen,
Though calm and wise and Aswapati's queen,
Human was she still and opened her doors to grief;
The stony-eyed injustice she accused
Of the marble godhead of inflexible Law,
Nor sought the strength extreme adversity brings
To lives that stand erect and front the World-Power:
Her heart appealed against the impartial judge,
Taxed with perversity the impersonal One.
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Her tranquil spirit she called not to her aid,
But as a common man beneath his load
Grows faint and breathes his pain in ignorant words,
So now she arraigned the world's impassive will:
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-57]
“What stealthy doom has crept across her path
Emerging from the dark forest's sullen heart,
What evil thing stood smiling by the way
And wore the beauty of the Shalwa boy?
Perhaps he came an enemy from her past
Armed with a hidden force of ancient wrongs,
Himself unknowing, and seized her unknown.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-58]
Here dreadfully entangled love and hate
Meet us blind wanderers mid the perils of Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-60]
Our days are links of a disastrous chain,
Necessity avenges casual steps;
Old cruelties come back unrecognised,
The gods make use of our forgotten deeds.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-61]
Yet all in vain the bitter law was made.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-62]
Our own minds are the justicers of doom.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-63]
For nothing have we learned, but still repeat
Our stark misuse of self and others' souls.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-64]
There are dire alchemies of the human heart
And fallen from his ethereal element
Love darkens to the spirit of nether gods.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-65]
The dreadful angel, angry with his joys
Woundingly sweet he cannot yet forego,
Is pitiless to the soul his gaze disarmed,
He visits with his own pangs his quivering prey
Forcing us to cling enamoured to his grip
As if in love with our own agony.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-66]
This is one poignant misery in the world,
And grief has other lassoes for our life.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-67]
Our sympathies become our torturers.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-68]
Strength have I my own punishment to bear,
Knowing it just, but on this earth perplexed,
Smitten in the sorrow of scourged and helpless things,
Often it faints to meet other suffering eyes.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-69]
We are not as the gods who know not grief
And look impassive on a suffering world,
Calm they gaze down on the little human scene
And the short-lived passion crossing mortal hearts.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-70]
An ancient tale of woe can move us still,
We keep the ache of breasts that breathe no more,
We are shaken by the sight of human pain,
And share the miseries that others feel.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-71]
Ours not the passionless lids that cannot age.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-72]
Too hard for us is heaven's indifference:
Our own tragedies are not enough for us,
All pathos and all sufferings we make ours;
We have sorrow for a greatness passed away
And feel the touch of tears in mortal things.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-73]
Even a stranger's anguish rends my heart,
And this, O Narad, is my well-loved child.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-74]
Hide not from us our doom, if doom is ours.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-75]
This is the worst, an unknown face of Fate,
A terror ominous, mute, felt more than seen
Behind our seat by day, our couch by night,
A Fate lurking in the shadow of our hearts,
The anguish of the unseen that waits to strike.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-76]
To know is best, however hard to bear.”
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-03 F-77]
Play Section Four
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04]
Then cried the sage piercing the mother's heart,
Forcing to steel the will of Savitri,
His words set free the spring of cosmic Fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-01]
The great Gods use the pain of human hearts
As a sharp axe to hew their cosmic road:
They squander lavishly men's blood and tears
For a moment's purpose in their fateful work.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-02]
This cosmic Nature's balance is not ours
Nor the mystic measure of her need and use.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-03]
A single word lets loose vast agencies;
A casual act determines the world's fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-04]
So now he set free destiny in that hour.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-05]
“The truth thou hast claimed; I give to thee the truth.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-06]
A marvel of the meeting earth and heavens
Is he whom Savitri has chosen mid men,
His figure is the front of Nature's march,
His single being excels the works of Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-07]
A sapphire cutting from the sleep of heaven,
Delightful is the soul of Satyavan,
A ray out of the rapturous Infinite,
A silence waking to a hymn of joy.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-08]
A divinity and kingliness gird his brow;
His eyes keep a memory from a world of bliss.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-09]
As brilliant as a lonely moon in heaven,
Gentle like the sweet bud that spring desires,
Pure like a stream that kisses silent banks,
He takes with bright surprise spirit and sense.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-10]
A living knot of golden Paradise,
A blue Immense he leans to the longing world,
Time's joy borrowed out of eternity,
A star of splendour or a rose of bliss.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-11]
In him soul and Nature, equal Presences,
Balance and fuse in a wide harmony.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-12]
The Happy in their bright ether have not hearts
More sweet and true than this of mortal make
That takes all joy as the world's native gift
And to all gives joy as the world's natural right.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-13]
His speech carries a light of inner truth,
And a large-eyed communion with the Power
In common things has made veilless his mind,
A seer in earth-shapes of garbless deity.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-14]
A tranquil breadth of sky windless and still
Watching the world like a mind of unplumbed thought,
A silent space musing and luminous
Uncovered by the morning to delight,
A green tangle of trees upon a happy hill
Made into a murmuring nest by southern winds,
These are his images and parallels,
His kin in beauty and in depth his peers.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-15]
A will to climb lifts a delight to live,
Heaven's height companion of earth-beauty's charm,
An aspiration to the immortals' air
Lain on the lap of mortal ecstasy.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-16]
His sweetness and his joy attract all hearts
To live with his own in a glad tenancy,
His strength is like a tower built to reach heaven,
A godhead quarried from the stones of life.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-17]
O loss, if death into its elements
Of which his gracious envelope was built,
Shatter this vase before it breathes its sweets,
As if earth could not keep too long from heaven
A treasure thus unique loaned by the gods,
A being so rare, of so divine a make!
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-18]
In one brief year when this bright hour flies back
And perches careless on a branch of Time,
This sovereign glory ends heaven lent to earth,
This splendour vanishes from the mortal's sky:
Heaven's greatness came, but was too great to stay.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-19]
Twelve swift-winged months are given to him and her;
This day returning Satyavan must die.”
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-20]
A lightning bright and nude the sentence fell.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-21]
But the queen cried: “Vain then can be heaven's grace!
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-22]
Heaven mocks us with the brilliance of its gifts,
For Death is a cupbearer of the wine
Of too brief joy held up to mortal lips
For a passionate moment by the careless gods.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-23]
But I reject the grace and the mockery.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-24]
Mounting thy car go forth, O Savitri,
And travel once more through the peopled lands.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-25]
Alas, in the green gladness of the woods
Thy heart has stooped to a misleading call.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-26]
Choose once again and leave this fated head,
Death is the gardener of this wonder-tree;
Love's sweetness sleeps in his pale marble hand.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-27]
Advancing in a honeyed line but closed,
A little joy would buy too bitter an end.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-28]
Plead not thy choice, for death has made it vain.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-29]
Thy youth and radiance were not born to lie
A casket void dropped on a careless soil;
A choice less rare may call a happier fate.”
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-30]
But Savitri answered from her violent heart,—
Her voice was calm, her face was fixed like steel:
“Once my heart chose and chooses not again.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-31]
The word I have spoken can never be erased,
It is written in the record book of God.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-32]
The truth once uttered, from the earth's air effaced,
By mind forgotten, sounds immortally
For ever in the memory of Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-33]
Once the dice fall thrown by the hand of Fate
In an eternal moment of the gods.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-34]
My heart has sealed its troth to Satyavan:
Its signature adverse Fate cannot efface,
Its seal not Fate nor Death nor Time dissolve.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-35]
Those who shall part who have grown one being within?
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-36]
Death's grip can break our bodies, not our souls;
If death take him, I too know how to die.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-37]
Let Fate do with me what she will or can;
I am stronger than death and greater than my fate;
My love shall outlast the world, doom falls from me
Helpless against my immortality.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-38]
Fate's law may change, but not my spirit's will.”
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-39]
An adamant will, she cast her speech like bronze.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-40]
But in the queen's mind listening her words
Rang like the voice of a self-chosen Doom
Denying every issue of escape.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-41]
To her own despair answer the mother made;
As one she cried who in her heavy heart
Labours amid the sobbing of her hopes
To wake a note of help from sadder strings:
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-42]
“O child, in the magnificence of thy soul
Dwelling on the border of a greater world
And dazzled by thy superhuman thoughts,
Thou lendst eternity to a mortal hope.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-43]
Here on this mutable and ignorant earth
Who is the lover and who is the friend?
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-44]
All passes here, nothing remains the same.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-45]
None is for any on this transient globe.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-46]
He whom thou lovest now, a stranger came
And into a far strangeness shall depart:
His moment's part once done upon life's stage
Which for a time was given him from within,
To other scenes he moves and other players
And laughs and weeps mid faces new, unknown.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-47]
The body thou hast loved is cast away
Amidst the brute unchanging stuff of worlds
To indifferent mighty Nature and becomes
Crude matter for the joy of others' lives.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-48]
But for our souls, upon the wheel of God
For ever turning, they arrive and go,
Married and sundered in the magic round
Of the great Dancer of the boundless dance.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-49]
Our emotions are but high and dying notes
Of his wild music changed compellingly
By the passionate movements of a seeking Heart
In the inconstant links of hour with hour.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-50]
To call down heaven's distant answering song,
To cry to an unseized bliss is all we dare;
Once seized, we lose the heavenly music's sense;
Too near, the rhythmic cry has fled or failed;
All sweetnesses are baffling symbols here.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-51]
Love dies before the lover in our breast:
Our joys are perfumes in a brittle vase.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-52]
O then what wreck is this upon Time's sea
To spread life's sails to the hurricane desire
And call for pilot the unseeing heart!
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-53]
O child, wilt thou proclaim, wilt thou then follow
Against the Law that is the eternal will
The autarchy of the rash Titan's mood
To whom his own fierce will is the one law
In a world where Truth is not, nor Light nor God?
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-54]
Only the gods can speak what now thou speakst.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-55]
Thou who art human, think not like a god.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-56]
For man, below the god, above the brute,
Is given the calm reason as his guide;
He is not driven by an unthinking will
As are the actions of the bird and beast;
He is not moved by stark Necessity
Like the senseless motion of inconscient things.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-57]
The giant's and the Titan's furious march
Climbs to usurp the kingdom of the gods
Or skirts the demon magnitudes of Hell;
In the unreflecting passion of their hearts
They dash their lives against the eternal Law
And fall and break by their own violent mass:
The middle path is made for thinking man.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-58]
To choose his steps by reason's vigilant light,
To choose his path among the many paths
Is given him, for each his difficult goal
Hewn out of infinite possibility.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-59]
Leave not thy goal to follow a beautiful face.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-60]
Only when thou hast climbed above thy mind
And liv'st in the calm vastness of the One
Can love be eternal in the eternal Bliss
And love divine replace the human tie.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-61]
There is a shrouded law, an austere force:
It bids thee strengthen thy undying spirit;
It offers its severe benignancies
Of work and thought and measured grave delight
As steps to climb to God's far secret heights.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-62]
Then is our life a tranquil pilgrimage,
Each year a mile upon the heavenly Way,
Each dawn opens into a larger Light.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-63]
Thy acts are thy helpers, all events are signs,
Waking and sleep are opportunities
Given to thee by an immortal Power.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-64]
So canst thou raise thy pure unvanquished spirit,
Till spread to heaven in a wide vesper calm,
Indifferent and gentle as the sky,
It greatens slowly into timeless peace.”
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-65]
But Savitri replied with steadfast eyes:
“My will is part of the eternal Will,
My fate is what my spirit's strength can make,
My fate is what my spirit's strength can bear;
My strength is not the Titan's; it is God's.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-66]
I have discovered my glad reality
Beyond my body in another's being:
I have found the deep unchanging soul of love.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-67]
Then how shall I desire a lonely good,
Or slay, aspiring to white vacant peace,
The endless hope that made my soul spring forth
Out of its infinite solitude and sleep?
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-68]
My spirit has glimpsed the glory for which it came,
The beating of one vast heart in the flame of things,
My eternity clasped by his eternity
And, tireless of the sweet abysms of Time,
Deep possibility always to love.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-69]
This, this is first, last joy and to its throb
The riches of a thousand fortunate years
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-70]
Nothing to me are death and grief
Or ordinary lives and happy days.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-71]
And what to me are common souls of men
Or eyes and lips that are not Satyavan's?
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-72]
I have no need to draw back from his arms
And the discovered paradise of his love
And journey into a still infinity.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-73]
Only now for my soul in Satyavan
I treasure the rich occasion of my birth:
In sunlight and a dream of emerald ways
I shall walk with him like gods in Paradise.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-74]
If for a year, that year is all my life.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-75]
And yet I know this is not all my fate
Only to live and love awhile and die.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-76]
For I know now why my spirit came on earth
And who I am and who he is I love.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-77]
I have looked at him from my immortal Self,
I have seen God smile at me in Satyavan;
I have seen the Eternal in a human face.”
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-78]
Then none could answer to her words.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-79]
They sat and looked into the eyes of Fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-01 S-04 F-80]
Book Six Canto One End
The Word of Fate
[Savitri B-06 C-01 Canto End]
Savitri | a Legend and a Symbol
The Book of Fate
The Way of Fate and the Problem of Pain
[Savitri B-06 C-02 Canto Name]
Play Section One
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01]
A silence sealed the irrevocable decree,
The word of Fate that fell from heavenly lips
Fixing a doom no power could ever reverse
Unless heaven's will itself could change its course.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-01]
Or so it seemed: yet from the silence rose
One voice that questioned changeless destiny,
A will that strove against the immutable Will.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-02]
A mother's heart had heard the fateful speech
That rang like a sanction to the call of death
And came like a chill close to life and hope.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-03]
Yet hope sank down like an extinguished fire.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-04]
She felt the leaden inevitable hand
Invade the secrecy of her guarded soul
And smite with sudden pain its still content
And the empire of her hard-won quietude.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-05]
Awhile she fell to the level of human mind,
A field of mortal grief and Nature's law;
She shared, she bore the common lot of men
And felt what common hearts endure in Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-06]
Voicing earth's question to the inscrutable power
The queen now turned to the still immobile seer:
Assailed by the discontent in Nature's depths,
Partner in the agony of dumb driven things
And all the misery, all the ignorant cry,
Passionate like sorrow questioning heaven she spoke.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-07]
Lending her speech to the surface soul on earth
She uttered the suffering in the world's dumb heart
And man's revolt against his ignorant fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-08]
“O seer, in the earth's strange twi-natured life
By what pitiless adverse Necessity
Or what cold freak of a Creator's will,
By what random accident or governed Chance
That shaped a rule out of fortuitous steps,
Made destiny from an hour's emotion, came
Into the unreadable mystery of Time
The direr mystery of grief and pain?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-09]
Is it thy God who made this cruel law?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-10]
Or some disastrous Power has marred his work
And he stands helpless to defend or save?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-11]
A fatal seed was sown in life's false start
When evil twinned with good on earthly soil.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-12]
Then first appeared the malady of mind,
Its pang of thought, its quest for the aim of life.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-13]
It twisted into forms of good and ill
The frank simplicity of the animal's acts;
It turned the straight path hewn by the body's gods,
Followed the zigzag of the uncertain course
Of life that wanders seeking for its aim
In the pale starlight falling from thought's skies,
Its guides the unsure idea, the wavering will.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-14]
Lost was the instinct's safe identity
With the arrow-point of being's inmost sight,
Marred the sure steps of Nature's simple walk
And truth and freedom in the growing soul.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-15]
Out of some ageless innocence and peace,
Privilege of souls not yet betrayed to birth,
Cast down to suffer on this hard dangerous earth
Our life was born in pain and with a cry.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-16]
Although earth-nature welcomes heaven's breath
Inspiring Matter with the will to live,
A thousand ills assail the mortal's hours
And wear away the natural joy of life;
Our bodies are an engine cunningly made,
But for all its parts as cunningly are planned,
Contrived ingeniously with demon skill,
Its apt inevitable heritage
Of mortal danger and peculiar pain,
Its payment of the tax of Time and Fate,
Its way to suffer and its way to die.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-17]
This is the ransom of our high estate,
The sign and stamp of our humanity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-18]
A grisly company of maladies
Come, licensed lodgers, into man's bodily house,
Purveyors of death and torturers of life.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-19]
In the malignant hollows of the world,
In its subconscient cavern-passages
Ambushed they lie waiting their hour to leap,
Surrounding with danger the sieged city of life:
Admitted into the citadel of man's days
They mine his force and maim or suddenly kill.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-20]
Ourselves within us lethal forces nurse;
We make of our own enemies our guests:
Out of their holes like beasts they creep and gnaw
The chords of the divine musician's lyre
Till frayed and thin the music dies away
Or crashing snaps with a last tragic note.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-21]
All that we are is like a fort beset:
All that we strive to be alters like a dream
In the grey sleep of Matter's ignorance.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-22]
Mind suffers lamed by the world's disharmony
And the unloveliness of human things.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-23]
A treasure misspent or cheaply, fruitlessly sold
In the bazaar of a blind destiny,
A gift of priceless value from Time's gods
Lost or mislaid in an uncaring world,
Life is a marvel missed, an art gone wry;
A seeker in a dark and obscure place,
An ill-armed warrior facing dreadful odds,
An imperfect worker given a baffling task,
An ignorant judge of problems Ignorance made,
Its heavenward flights reach closed and keyless gates,
Its glorious outbursts peter out in mire.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-24]
On Nature's gifts to man a curse was laid:
All walks inarmed by its own opposites,
Error is the comrade of our mortal thought
And falsehood lurks in the deep bosom of truth,
Sin poisons with its vivid flowers of joy
Or leaves a red scar burnt across the soul;
Virtue is a grey bondage and a gaol.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-25]
At every step is laid for us a snare.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-26]
Alien to reason and the spirit's light,
Our fount of action from a darkness wells;
In ignorance and nescience are our roots.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-27]
A growing register of calamities
Is the past's account, the future's book of Fate:
The centuries pile man's follies and man's crimes
Upon the countless crowd of Nature's ills;
As if the world's stone load was not enough,
A crop of miseries obstinately is sown
By his own hand in the furrows of the gods,
The vast increasing tragic harvest reaped
From old misdeeds buried by oblivious Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-28]
He walks by his own choice into Hell's trap;
This mortal creature is his own worst foe.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-29]
His science is an artificer of doom;
He ransacks earth for means to harm his kind;
He slays his happiness and others' good.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-30]
Nothing has he learned from Time and its history;
Even as of old in the raw youth of Time,
When Earth ignorant ran on the highways of Fate,
Old forms of evil cling to the world's soul:
War making nought the sweet smiling calm of life,
Battle and rapine, ruin and massacre
Are still the fierce pastimes of man's warring tribes;
An idiot hour destroys what centuries made,
His wanton rage or frenzied hate lays low
The beauty and greatness by his genius wrought
And the mighty output of a nation's toil.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-31]
All he has achieved he drags to the precipice.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-32]
His grandeur he turns to an epic of doom and fall;
His littleness crawls content through squalor and mud,
He calls heaven's retribution on his head
And wallows in his self-made misery.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-33]
A part author of the cosmic tragedy,
His will conspires with death and time and fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-34]
His brief appearance on the enigmaed earth
Ever recurs but brings no high result
To this wanderer through the aeon-rings of God
That shut his life in their vast longevity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-35]
His soul's wide search and ever returning hopes
Pursue the useless orbit of their course
In a vain repetition of lost toils
Across a track of soon forgotten lives.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-36]
All is an episode in a meaningless tale.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-37]
Why is it all and wherefore are we here?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-38]
If to some being of eternal bliss
It is our spirit's destiny to return
Or some still impersonal height of endless calm,
Since That we are and out of That we came,
Whence rose the strange and sterile interlude
Lasting in vain through interminable Time?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-39]
Who willed to form or feign a universe
In the cold and endless emptiness of Space?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-40]
Or if these beings must be and their brief lives,
What need had the soul of ignorance and tears?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-41]
Whence rose the call for sorrow and for pain?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-42]
Or all came helplessly without a cause?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-43]
What power forced the immortal spirit to birth?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-44]
The eternal witness once of eternity,
A deathless sojourner mid transient scenes,
He camps in life's half-lit obscurity
Amid the debris of his thoughts and dreams.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-45]
Or who persuaded it to fall from bliss
And forfeit its immortal privilege?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-46]
Who laid on it the ceaseless will to live
A wanderer in this beautiful, sorrowful world,
And bear its load of joy and grief and love?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-47]
Or if no being watches the works of Time,
What hard impersonal Necessity
Compels the vain toil of brief living things?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-48]
A great Illusion then has built the stars.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-49]
But where then is the soul's security,
Its poise in this circling of unreal suns?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-50]
Or else it is a wanderer from its home
Who strayed into a blind alley of Time and chance
And finds no issue from a meaningless world.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-51]
Or where begins and ends Illusion's reign?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-52]
Perhaps the soul we feel is only a dream,
Eternal self a fiction sensed in trance.”
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-01 F-53]
Play Section Two
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02]
Then after a silence Narad made reply:
Tuning his lips to earthly sound he spoke,
And something now of the deep sense of fate
Weighted the fragile hints of mortal speech.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-01]
His forehead shone with vision solemnised,
Turned to a tablet of supernal thoughts
As if characters of an unwritten tongue
Had left in its breadth the inscriptions of the gods.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-02]
Bare in that light Time toiled, his unseen works
Detected; the broad-flung far-seeing schemes
Unfinished which his aeoned flight unrolls
Were mapped already in that world-wide look.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-03]
“Was then the sun a dream because there is night?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-04]
Hidden in the mortal's heart the Eternal lives:
He lives secret in the chamber of thy soul,
A Light shines there nor pain nor grief can cross.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-05]
A darkness stands between thyself and him,
Thou canst not hear or feel the marvellous Guest,
Thou canst not see the beatific sun.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-06]
O queen, thy thought is a light of the Ignorance,
Its brilliant curtain hides from thee God's face.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-07]
It illumes a world born from the Inconscience
But hides the Immortal's meaning in the world.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-08]
Thy mind's light hides from thee the Eternal's thought,
Thy heart's hopes hide from thee the Eternal's will,
Earth's joys shut from thee the Immortal's bliss.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-09]
Thence rose the need of a dark intruding god,
The world's dread teacher, the creator, pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-10]
Where Ignorance is, there suffering too must come;
Thy grief is a cry of darkness to the Light;
Pain was the first-born of the Inconscience
Which was thy body's dumb original base;
Already slept there pain's subconscient shape:
A shadow in a shadowy tenebrous womb,
Till life shall move, it waits to wake and be.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-11]
In one caul with joy came forth the dreadful Power.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-12]
In life's breast it was born hiding its twin;
But pain came first, then only joy could be.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-13]
Pain ploughed the first hard ground of the world-drowse.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-14]
By pain a spirit started from the clod,
By pain Life stirred in the subliminal deep.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-15]
Interned, submerged, hidden in Matter's trance
Awoke to itself the dreamer, sleeping Mind;
It made a visible realm out of its dreams,
It drew its shapes from the subconscient depths,
Then turned to look upon the world it had made.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-16]
By pain and joy, the bright and tenebrous twins,
The inanimate world perceived its sentient soul,
Else had the Inconscient never suffered change.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-17]
Pain is the hammer of the Gods to break
A dead resistance in the mortal's heart,
His slow inertia as of living stone.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-18]
If the heart were not forced to want and weep,
His soul would have lain down content, at ease,
And never thought to exceed the human start
And never learned to climb towards the Sun.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-19]
This earth is full of labour, packed with pain;
Throes of an endless birth coerce her still;
The centuries end, the ages vainly pass
And yet the Godhead in her is not born.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-20]
The ancient Mother faces all with joy,
Calls for the ardent pang, the grandiose thrill;
For with pain and labour all creation comes.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-21]
This earth is full of the anguish of the gods;
Ever they travail driven by Time's goad,
And strive to work out the eternal Will
And shape the life divine in mortal forms.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-22]
His will must be worked out in human breasts
Against the Evil that rises from the gulfs,
Against the world's Ignorance and its obstinate strength,
Against the stumblings of man's pervert will,
Against the deep folly of his human mind,
Against the blind reluctance of his heart.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-23]
The spirit is doomed to pain till man is free.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-24]
There is a clamour of battle, a tramp, a march:
A cry arises like a moaning sea,
A desperate laughter under the blows of death,
A doom of blood and sweat and toil and tears.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-25]
Men die that man may live and God be born.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-26]
An awful Silence watches tragic Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-27]
Pain is the hand of Nature sculpturing men
To greatness: an inspired labour chisels
With heavenly cruelty an unwilling mould.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-28]
Implacable in the passion of their will,
Lifting the hammers of titanic toil
The demiurges of the universe work;
They shape with giant strokes their own; their sons
Are marked with their enormous stamp of fire.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-29]
Although the shaping god's tremendous touch
Is torture unbearable to mortal nerves,
The fiery spirit grows in strength within
And feels a joy in every titan pang.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-30]
He who would save himself lives bare and calm;
He who would save the race must share its pain:
This he shall know who obeys that grandiose urge.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-31]
The Great who came to save this suffering world
And rescue out of Time's shadow and the Law,
Must pass beneath the yoke of grief and pain;
They are caught by the Wheel that they had hoped to break,
On their shoulders they must bear man's load of fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-32]
Heaven's riches they bring, their sufferings count the price
Or they pay the gift of knowledge with their lives.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-33]
The Son of God born as the Son of man
Has drunk the bitter cup, owned Godhead's debt,
The debt the Eternal owes to the fallen kind
His will has bound to death and struggling life
That yearns in vain for rest and endless peace.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-34]
Now is the debt paid, wiped off the original score.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-35]
The Eternal suffers in a human form,
He has signed salvation's testament with his blood:
He has opened the doors of his undying peace.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-36]
The Deity compensates the creature's claim,
The Creator bears the law of pain and death;
A retribution smites the incarnate God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-37]
His love has paved the mortal's road to Heaven:
He has given his life and light to balance here
The dark account of mortal ignorance.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-38]
It is finished, the dread mysterious sacrifice,
Offered by God's martyred body for the world;
Gethsemane and Calvary are his lot,
He carries the cross on which man's soul is nailed;
His escort is the curses of the crowd;
Insult and jeer are his right's acknowledgment;
Two thieves slain with him mock his mighty death.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-39]
He has trod with bleeding brow the Saviour's way.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-40]
He who has found his identity with God
Pays with the body's death his soul's vast light.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-41]
His knowledge immortal triumphs by his death.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-42]
Hewn, quartered on the scaffold as he falls,
His crucified voice proclaims, `I, I am God;'
`Yes, all is God,' peals back Heaven's deathless call.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-43]
The seed of Godhead sleeps in mortal hearts,
The flower of Godhead grows on the world-tree:
All shall discover God in self and things.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-44]
But when God's messenger comes to help the world
And lead the soul of earth to higher things,
He too must carry the yoke he came to unloose;
He too must bear the pang that he would heal:
Exempt and unafflicted by earth's fate,
How shall he cure the ills he never felt?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-45]
He covers the world's agony with his calm;
But though to the outward eye no sign appears
And peace is given to our torn human hearts,
The struggle is there and paid the unseen price;
The fire, the strife, the wrestle are within.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-46]
He carries the suffering world in his own breast;
Its sins weigh on his thoughts, its grief is his:
Earth's ancient load lies heavy on his soul;
Night and its powers beleaguer his tardy steps,
The Titan adversary's clutch he bears;
His march is a battle and a pilgrimage.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-47]
Life's evil smites, he is stricken with the world's pain:
A million wounds gape in his secret heart.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-48]
He journeys sleepless through an unending night;
Antagonist forces crowd across his path;
A siege, a combat is his inner life.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-49]
Even worse may be the cost, direr the pain:
His large identity and all-harbouring love
Shall bring the cosmic anguish into his depths,
The sorrow of all living things shall come
And knock at his doors and live within his house;
A dreadful cord of sympathy can tie
All suffering into his single grief and make
All agony in all the worlds his own.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-50]
He meets an ancient adversary Force,
He is lashed with the whips that tear the world's worn heart;
The weeping of the centuries visits his eyes:
He wears the blood-glued fiery Centaur shirt,
The poison of the world has stained his throat.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-51]
In the market-place of Matter's capital
Amidst the chafferings of the affair called life
He is tied to the stake of a perennial Fire;
He burns on an unseen original verge
That Matter may be turned to spirit stuff:
He is the victim in his own sacrifice.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-52]
The Immortal bound to earth's mortality
Appearing and perishing on the roads of Time
Creates God's moment by eternity's beats.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-53]
He dies that the world may be new-born and live.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-54]
Even if he escapes the fiercest fires,
Even if the world breaks not in, a drowning sea,
Only by hard sacrifice is high heaven earned:
He must face the fight, the pang who would conquer Hell.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-55]
A dark concealed hostility is lodged
In the human depths, in the hidden heart of Time
That claims the right to change and mar God's work.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-56]
A secret enmity ambushes the world's march;
It leaves a mark on thought and speech and act:
It stamps stain and defect on all things done;
Till it is slain peace is forbidden on earth.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-57]
There is no visible foe, but the unseen
Is round us, forces intangible besiege,
Touches from alien realms, thoughts not our own
Overtake us and compel the erring heart;
Our lives are caught in an ambiguous net.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-58]
An adversary Force was born of old:
Invader of the life of mortal man,
It hides from him the straight immortal path.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-59]
A power came in to veil the eternal Light,
A power opposed to the eternal will
Diverts the messages of the infallible Word,
Contorts the contours of the cosmic plan:
A whisper lures to evil the human heart,
It seals up wisdom's eyes, the soul's regard,
It is the origin of our suffering here,
It binds earth to calamity and pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-60]
This all must conquer who would bring down God's peace.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-61]
This hidden foe lodged in the human breast
Man must overcome or miss his higher fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-62]
This is the inner war without escape.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-02 F-63]
Play Section Three
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03]
“Hard is the world-redeemer's heavy task;
The world itself becomes his adversary,
Those he would save are his antagonists:
This world is in love with its own ignorance,
Its darkness turns away from the saviour light,
It gives the cross in payment for the crown.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-01]
His work is a trickle of splendour in a long night;
He sees the long march of Time, the little won;
A few are saved, the rest strive on and fail:
A Sun has passed, on earth Night's shadow falls.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-02]
Yes, there are happy ways near to God's sun;
But few are they who tread the sunlit path;
Only the pure in soul can walk in light.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-03]
An exit is shown, a road of hard escape
From the sorrow and the darkness and the chain;
But how shall a few escaped release the world?
The human mass lingers beneath the yoke.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-04]
Escape, however high, redeems not life,
Life that is left behind on a fallen earth.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-05]
Escape cannot uplift the abandoned race
Or bring to it victory and the reign of God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-06]
A greater power must come, a larger light.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-07]
Although Light grows on earth and Night recedes,
Yet till the evil is slain in its own home
And Light invades the world's inconscient base
And perished has the adversary Force,
He still must labour on, his work half done.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-08]
One yet may come armoured, invincible;
His will immobile meets the mobile hour;
The world's blows cannot bend that victor head;
Calm and sure are his steps in the growing Night;
The goal recedes, he hurries not his pace,
He turns not to high voices in the night;
He asks no aid from the inferior gods;
His eyes are fixed on his immutable aim.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-09]
Man turns aside or chooses easier paths;
He keeps to the one high and difficult road
That sole can climb to the Eternal's peaks;
The ineffable planes already have felt his tread;
He has made heaven and earth his instruments,
But the limits fall from him of earth and heaven;
Their law he transcends but uses as his means.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-10]
He has seized life's hands, he has mastered his own heart.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-11]
The feints of Nature mislead not his sight,
Inflexible his look towards Truth's far end;
Fate's deaf resistance cannot break his will.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-12]
In the dreadful passages, the fatal paths,
Invulnerable his soul, his heart unslain,
He lives through the opposition of earth's Powers
And Nature's ambushes and the world's attacks.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-13]
His spirit's stature transcending pain and bliss,
He fronts evil and good with calm and equal eyes.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-14]
He too must grapple with the riddling Sphinx
And plunge into her long obscurity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-15]
He has broken into the Inconscient's depths
That veil themselves even from their own regard:
He has seen God's slumber shape these magic worlds.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-16]
He has watched the dumb God fashioning Matter's frame,
Dreaming the dreams of its unknowing sleep,
And watched the unconscious Force that built the stars.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-17]
He has learned the Inconscient's workings and its law,
Its incoherent thoughts and rigid acts,
Its hazard wastes of impulse and idea,
The chaos of its mechanic frequencies,
Its random calls, its whispers falsely true,
Misleaders of the hooded listening soul.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-18]
All things come to its ear but nothing abides;
All rose from the silence, all goes back to its hush.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-19]
Its somnolence founded the universe,
Its obscure waking makes the world seem vain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-20]
Arisen from Nothingness and towards Nothingness turned,
Its dark and potent nescience was earth's start;
It is the waste stuff from which all was made;
Into its deeps creation can collapse.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-21]
Its opposition clogs the march of the soul,
It is the mother of our ignorance.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-22]
He must call light into its dark abysms,
Else never can Truth conquer Matter's sleep
And all earth look into the eyes of God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-23]
All things obscure his knowledge must relume,
All things perverse his power must unknot:
He must pass to the other shore of falsehood's sea,
He must enter the world's dark to bring there light.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-24]
The heart of evil must be bared to his eyes,
He must learn its cosmic dark necessity,
Its right and its dire roots in Nature's soil.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-25]
He must know the thought that moves the demon act
And justifies the Titan's erring pride
And the falsehood lurking in earth's crooked dreams:
He must enter the eternity of Night
And know God's darkness as he knows his Sun.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-26]
For this he must go down into the pit,
For this he must invade the dolorous Vasts.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-27]
Imperishable and wise and infinite,
He still must travel Hell the world to save.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-28]
Into the eternal Light he shall emerge
On borders of the meeting of all worlds;
There on the verge of Nature's summit steps
The secret Law of each thing is fulfilled,
All contraries heal their long dissidence.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-29]
There meet and clasp the eternal opposites,
There pain becomes a violent fiery joy;
Evil turns back to its original good,
And sorrow lies upon the breasts of Bliss:
She has learned to weep glad tears of happiness;
Her gaze is charged with a wistful ecstasy.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-30]
Then shall be ended here the Law of Pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-31]
Earth shall be made a home of Heaven's light,
A seer heaven-born shall lodge in human breasts;
The superconscient beam shall touch men's eyes
And the truth-conscious world come down to earth
Invading Matter with the Spirit's ray,
Awaking its silence to immortal thoughts,
Awaking the dumb heart to the living Word.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-32]
This mortal life shall house Eternity's bliss,
The body's self taste immortality.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-33]
Then shall the world-redeemer's task be done.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-03 F-34]
Play Section Four
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04]
“Till then must life carry its seed of death
And sorrow's plaint be heard in the slow Night.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-01]
O mortal, bear this great world's law of pain,
In thy hard passage through a suffering world
Lean for thy soul's support on Heaven's strength,
Turn towards high Truth, aspire to love and peace.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-02]
A little bliss is lent thee from above,
A touch divine upon thy human days.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-03]
Make of thy daily way a pilgrimage,
For through small joys and griefs thou mov'st towards God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-04]
Haste not towards Godhead on a dangerous road,
Open not thy doorways to a nameless Power,
Climb not to Godhead by the Titan's road.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-05]
Against the Law he pits his single will,
Across its way he throws his pride of might.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-06]
Heavenward he clambers on a stair of storms
Aspiring to live near the deathless sun.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-07]
He strives with a giant strength to wrest by force
From life and Nature the immortals' right;
He takes by storm the world and fate and heaven.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-08]
He comes not to the high World-maker's seat,
He waits not for the outstretched hand of God
To raise him out of his mortality.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-09]
All he would make his own, leave nothing free,
Stretching his small self to cope with the infinite.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-10]
Obstructing the gods' open ways he makes
His own estate of the earth's air and light;
A monopolist of the world-energy,
He dominates the life of common men.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-11]
His pain and others' pain he makes his means:
On death and suffering he builds his throne.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-12]
In the hurry and clangour of his acts of might,
In a riot and excess of fame and shame,
By his magnitudes of hate and violence,
By the quaking of the world beneath his tread
He matches himself against the Eternal's calm
And feels in himself the greatness of a god:
Power is his image of celestial self.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-13]
The Titan's heart is a sea of fire and force;
He exults in the death of things and ruin and fall,
He feeds his strength with his own and others' pain;
In the world's pathos and passion he takes delight,
His pride, his might call for the struggle and pang.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-14]
He glories in the sufferings of the flesh
And covers the stigmata with the Stoic's name.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-15]
His eyes blinded and visionless stare at the sun,
The seeker's Sight receding from his heart
Can find no more the light of eternity;
He sees the beyond as an emptiness void of soul
And takes his night for a dark infinite.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-16]
His nature magnifies the unreal's blank
And sees in Nought the sole reality:
He would stamp his single figure on the world,
Obsess the world's rumours with his single name.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-17]
His moments centre the vast universe.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-18]
He sees his little self as very God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-19]
His little `I' has swallowed the whole world,
His ego has stretched into infinity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-20]
His mind, a beat in original Nothingness,
Ciphers his thought on a slate of hourless Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-21]
He builds on a mighty vacancy of soul
A huge philosophy of Nothingness.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-22]
In him Nirvana lives and speaks and acts
Impossibly creating a universe.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-23]
An eternal zero is his formless self,
His spirit the void impersonal absolute.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-24]
Take not that stride, O growing soul of man;
Cast not thy self into that night of God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-25]
The soul suffering is not eternity's key,
Or ransom by sorrow heaven's demand on life.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-26]
O mortal, bear, but ask not for the stroke,
Too soon will grief and anguish find thee out.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-27]
Too enormous is that venture for thy will;
Only in limits can man's strength be safe;
Yet is infinity thy spirit's goal;
Its bliss is there behind the world's face of tears.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-28]
A power is in thee that thou knowest not;
Thou art a vessel of the imprisoned spark.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-29]
It seeks relief from Time's envelopment,
And while thou shutst it in, the seal is pain:
Bliss is the Godhead's crown, eternal, free,
Unburdened by life's blind mystery of pain:
Pain is the signature of the Ignorance
Attesting the secret god denied by life:
Until life finds him pain can never end.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-30]
Calm is self's victory overcoming fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-31]
Bear; thou shalt find at last thy road to bliss.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-32]
Bliss is the secret stuff of all that lives,
Even pain and grief are garbs of world-delight,
It hides behind thy sorrow and thy cry.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-33]
Because thy strength is a part and not God's whole,
Because afflicted by the little self
Thy consciousness forgets to be divine
As it walks in the vague penumbra of the flesh
And cannot bear the world's tremendous touch,
Thou criest out and sayst that there is pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-34]
Indifference, pain and joy, a triple disguise,
Attire of the rapturous Dancer in the ways,
Withhold from thee the body of God's bliss.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-35]
Thy spirit's strength shall make thee one with God,
Thy agony shall change to ecstasy,
Indifference deepen into infinity's calm
And joy laugh nude on the peaks of the Absolute.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-04 F-36]
Play Section Five
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05]
“O mortal who complainst of death and fate,
Accuse none of the harms thyself hast called;
This troubled world thou hast chosen for thy home,
Thou art thyself the author of thy pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-01]
Once in the immortal boundlessness of Self,
In a vast of Truth and Consciousness and Light
The soul looked out from its felicity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-02]
It felt the Spirit's interminable bliss,
It knew itself deathless, timeless, spaceless, one,
It saw the Eternal, lived in the Infinite.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-03]
Then, curious of a shadow thrown by Truth,
It strained towards some otherness of self,
It was drawn to an unknown Face peering through night.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-04]
It sensed a negative infinity,
A void supernal whose immense excess
Imitating God and everlasting Time
Offered a ground for Nature's adverse birth
And Matter's rigid hard unconsciousness
Harbouring the brilliance of a transient soul
That lights up birth and death and ignorant life.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-05]
A Mind arose that stared at Nothingness
Till figures formed of what could never be;
It housed the contrary of all that is.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-06]
A Nought appeared as Being's huge sealed cause,
Its dumb support in a blank infinite,
In whose abysm spirit must disappear:
A darkened Nature lived and held the seed
Of Spirit hidden and feigning not to be.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-07]
Eternal Consciousness became a freak
Of an unsouled almighty Inconscient
And, breathed no more as spirit's native air,
Bliss was an incident of a mortal hour,
A stranger in the insentient universe.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-08]
As one drawn by the grandeur of the Void
The soul attracted leaned to the Abyss:
It longed for the adventure of Ignorance
And the marvel and surprise of the Unknown
And the endless possibility that lurked
In the womb of Chaos and in Nothing's gulf
Or looked from the unfathomed eyes of Chance.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-09]
It tired of its unchanging happiness,
It turned away from immortality:
It was drawn to hazard's call and danger's charm,
It yearned to the pathos of grief, the drama of pain,
Perdition's peril, the wounded bare escape,
The music of ruin and its glamour and crash,
The savour of pity and the gamble of love
And passion and the ambiguous face of Fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-10]
A world of hard endeavour and difficult toil,
And battle on extinction's perilous verge,
A clash of forces, a vast incertitude,
The joy of creation out of Nothingness,
Strange meetings on the roads of Ignorance
And the companionship of half-known souls
Or the solitary greatness and lonely force
Of a separate being conquering its world,
Called it from its too safe eternity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-11]
A huge descent began, a giant fall:
For what the spirit sees, creates a truth
And what the soul imagines is made a world.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-12]
A Thought that leaped from the Timeless can become,
Indicator of cosmic consequence
And the itinerary of the gods,
A cyclic movement in eternal Time.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-13]
Thus came, born from a blind tremendous choice,
This great perplexed and discontented world,
This haunt of Ignorance, this home of Pain:
There are pitched desire's tents, grief's headquarters.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-14]
A vast disguise conceals the Eternal's bliss.”
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-05 F-15]
Play Section Six
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06]
Then Aswapati answered to the seer:
“Is then the spirit ruled by an outward world?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-01]
O seer, is there no remedy within?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-02]
But what is Fate if not the spirit's will
After long time fulfilled by cosmic Force?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-03]
I deemed a mighty Power had come with her;
Is not that Power the high compeer of Fate?”
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-04]
But Narad answered covering truth with truth:
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-05]
“O Aswapati, random seem the ways
Along whose banks your footsteps stray or run
In casual hours or moments of the gods,
Yet your least stumblings are foreseen above.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-06]
Infallibly the curves of life are drawn
Following the stream of Time through the unknown;
They are led by a clue the calm immortals keep.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-07]
This blazoned hieroglyph of prophet morns
A meaning more sublime in symbols writes
Than sealed Thought wakes to, but of this high script
How shall my voice convince the mind of earth?
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-08]
Heaven's wiser love rejects the mortal's prayer;
Unblinded by the breath of his desire,
Unclouded by the mists of fear and hope,
It bends above the strife of love with death;
It keeps for her her privilege of pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-09]
A greatness in thy daughter's soul resides
That can transform herself and all around
But must cross on stones of suffering to its goal.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-10]
Although designed like a nectar cup of heaven,
Of heavenly ether made she sought this air,
She too must share the human need of grief
And all her cause of joy transmute to pain.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-11]
The mind of mortal man is led by words,
His sight retires behind the walls of Thought
And looks out only through half-opened doors.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-12]
He cuts the boundless Truth into sky-strips
And every strip he takes for all the heavens.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-13]
He stares at infinite possibility
And gives to the plastic Vast the name of Chance;
He sees the long results of an all-wise Force
Planning a sequence of steps in endless Time
But in its links imagines a senseless chain
Or the dead hand of cold Necessity;
He answers not to the mystic Mother's heart,
Misses the ardent heavings of her breast
And feels cold rigid limbs of lifeless Law.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-14]
The will of the Timeless working out in Time
In the free absolute steps of cosmic Truth
He thinks a dead machine or unconscious Fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-15]
A Magician's formulas have made Matter's laws
And while they last, all things by them are bound;
But the spirit's consent is needed for each act
And Freedom walks in the same pace with Law.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-16]
All here can change if the Magician choose.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-17]
If human will could be made one with God's,
If human thought could echo the thoughts of God,
Man might be all-knowing and omnipotent;
But now he walks in Nature's doubtful ray.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-18]
Yet can the mind of man receive God's light,
The force of man can be driven by God's force,
Then is he a miracle doing miracles.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-19]
For only so can he be Nature's king.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-20]
It is decreed and Satyavan must die;
The hour is fixed, chosen the fatal stroke.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-21]
What else shall be is written in her soul
But till the hour reveals the fateful script,
The writing waits illegible and mute.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-22]
Fate is Truth working out in Ignorance.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-23]
O King, thy fate is a transaction done
At every hour between Nature and thy soul
With God for its foreseeing arbiter.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-24]
Fate is a balance drawn in Destiny's book.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-25]
Man can accept his fate, he can refuse.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-26]
Even if the One maintains the unseen decree
He writes thy refusal in thy credit page:
For doom is not a close, a mystic seal.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-27]
Arisen from the tragic crash of life,
Arisen from the body's torture and death,
The spirit rises mightier by defeat;
Its godlike wings grow wider with each fall.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-28]
Its splendid failures sum to victory.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-29]
O man, the events that meet thee on thy road,
Though they smite thy body and soul with joy and grief,
Are not thy fate,—they touch thee awhile and pass;
Even death can cut not short thy spirit's walk:
Thy goal, the road thou choosest are thy fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-30]
On the altar throwing thy thoughts, thy heart, thy works,
Thy fate is a long sacrifice to the gods
Till they have opened to thee thy secret self
And made thee one with the indwelling God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-31]
O soul, intruder in Nature's ignorance,
Armed traveller to the unseen supernal heights,
Thy spirit's fate is a battle and ceaseless march
Against invisible opponent Powers,
A passage from Matter into timeless self.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-32]
Adventurer through blind unforeseeing Time,
A forced advance through a long line of lives,
It pushes its spearhead through the centuries.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-33]
Across the dust and mire of the earthly plain,
On many guarded lines and dangerous fronts,
In dire assaults, in wounded slow retreats,
Holding the ideal's ringed and battered fort
Or fighting against odds in lonely posts,
Or camped in night around the bivouac's fires
Awaiting the tardy trumpets of the dawn,
In hunger and in plenty and in pain,
Through peril and through triumph and through fall,
Through life's green lanes and over her desert sands,
Up the bald moor, along the sunlit ridge,
In serried columns with a straggling rear
Led by its nomad vanguard's signal fires,
Marches the army of the waylost god.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-34]
Then late the joy ineffable is felt,
Then he remembers his forgotten self;
He has refound the skies from which he fell.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-35]
At length his front's indomitable line
Forces the last passes of the Ignorance:
Advancing beyond Nature's last known bounds,
Reconnoitring the formidable unknown,
Beyond the landmarks of things visible,
It mounts through a miraculous upper air
Till climbing the mute summit of the world
He stands upon the splendour-peaks of God.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-36]
In vain thou mournst that Satyavan must die;
His death is a beginning of greater life,
Death is the spirit's opportunity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-37]
A vast intention has brought two souls close
And love and death conspire towards one great end.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-38]
For out of danger and pain heaven-bliss shall come,
Time's unforeseen event, God's secret plan.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-39]
This world was not built with random bricks of Chance,
A blind god is not destiny's architect;
A conscious power has drawn the plan of life,
There is a meaning in each curve and line.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-40]
It is an architecture high and grand
By many named and nameless masons built
In which unseeing hands obey the Unseen,
And of its master-builders she is one.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-41]
“Queen, strive no more to change the secret will;
Time's accidents are steps in its vast scheme.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-42]
Bring not thy brief and helpless human tears
Across the fathomless moments of a heart
That knows its single will and God's as one:
It can embrace its hostile destiny;
It sits apart with grief and facing death,
Affronting adverse fate armed and alone.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-43]
In this enormous world standing apart
In the mightiness of her silent spirit's will,
In the passion of her soul of sacrifice
Her lonely strength facing the universe,
Affronting fate, asks not man's help nor god's:
Sometimes one life is charged with earth's destiny,
It cries not for succour from the time-bound powers.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-44]
Alone she is equal to her mighty task.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-45]
Intervene not in a strife too great for thee,
A struggle too deep for mortal thought to sound,
Its question to this Nature's rigid bounds
When the soul fronts nude of garbs the infinite,
Its too vast theme of a lonely mortal will
Pacing the silence of eternity.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-46]
As a star, uncompanioned, moves in heaven
Unastonished by the immensities of Space,
Travelling infinity by its own light,
The great are strongest when they stand alone.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-47]
A God-given might of being is their force,
A ray from self's solitude of light the guide;
The soul that can live alone with itself meets God;
Its lonely universe is their rendezvous.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-48]
A day may come when she must stand unhelped
On a dangerous brink of the world's doom and hers,
Carrying the world's future on her lonely breast,
Carrying the human hope in a heart left sole
To conquer or fail on a last desperate verge,
Alone with death and close to extinction's edge.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-49]
Her single greatness in that last dire scene
Must cross alone a perilous bridge in Time
And reach an apex of world-destiny
Where all is won or all is lost for man.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-50]
In that tremendous silence lone and lost
Of a deciding hour in the world's fate,
In her soul's climbing beyond mortal time
When she stands sole with Death or sole with God
Apart upon a silent desperate brink,
Alone with her self and death and destiny
As on some verge between Time and Timelessness
When being must end or life rebuild its base,
Alone she must conquer or alone must fall.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-51]
No human aid can reach her in that hour,
No armoured god stand shining at her side.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-52]
Cry not to heaven, for she alone can save.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-53]
For this the silent Force came missioned down;
In her the conscious Will took human shape:
She only can save herself and save the world.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-54]
O queen, stand back from that stupendous scene,
Come not between her and her hour of Fate.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-55]
Her hour must come and none can intervene:
Think not to turn her from her heaven-sent task,
Strive not to save her from her own high will.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-56]
Thou hast no place in that tremendous strife;
Thy love and longing are not arbiters there;
Leave the world's fate and her to God's sole guard.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-57]
Even if he seems to leave her to her lone strength,
Even though all falters and falls and sees an end
And the heart fails and only are death and night,
God-given her strength can battle against doom
Even on a brink where Death alone seems close
And no human strength can hinder or can help.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-58]
Think not to intercede with the hidden Will,
Intrude not twixt her spirit and its force
But leave her to her mighty self and Fate.”
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-06 F-59]
Play Section Seven
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-07]
He spoke and ceased and left the earthly scene.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-07 F-01]
Away from the strife and suffering on our globe,
He turned towards his far-off blissful home.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-07 F-02]
A brilliant arrow pointing straight to heaven,
The luminous body of the ethereal seer
Assailed the purple glory of the noon
And disappeared like a receding star
Vanishing into the light of the Unseen.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-07 F-03]
But still a cry was heard in the infinite,
And still to the listening soul on mortal earth
A high and far imperishable voice
Chanted the anthem of eternal love.
[Savitri B-06 C-02 S-07 F-04]
Book Six Canto Two End
The Way of Fate and the Problem of Pain
[Savitri B-06 C-02 Canto End]
Book Six End
The Book of Fate
[Savitri B-06 Book End]